Wednesday, December 28

Mommy, you're so mean!

Someday when my children are old enough to
understand the logic that motivates a parent,
I will tell them, as my Mean Mom told me:
‘I loved you enough to ask where you were going,
with whom, and what time you would be home.

I loved you enough to be silent and let you
discover that your new best friend was a creep.

I loved you enough to stand over you for
two hours while you cleaned your room,
a job that should have taken 15 minutes.

I loved you enough to let you see anger,

disappointment, and tears in my eyes.

Children must
learn that their parents aren’t perfect..

I loved you enough to let you assume the
responsibility for your actions even when the
penalties were so harsh they almost broke my heart.

But most of all, I loved you enough to say
NO when I knew you would hate me for it.

Those were the most difficult battles of all.

I’m glad I won them, because in the end you won, too.
And someday when your children are old enough to
understand the logic that motivates parents, you will tell them.

Was your Mom mean?

I know mine was.

We had the meanest mother in the whole world!
While other kids ate candy for breakfast,
we had to have cereal, eggs, and toast.

When others had a Coca Cola and chips for lunch,
we had to eat home cooked meals.

And you can guess our mother fixed us a dinner that was
different from what other kids had, too.

Mother insisted on knowing where we were at all times.

You’d think we were convicts in a prison.

She had to know who our friends were
and what we were doing with them.
She insisted that if we said we
would be gone for an hour, we would be gone for an hour or less.

We were ashamed to admit it,

but she had the nerve to break
the Child Labor Laws by making us work.

We had to wash the dishes, make the beds,

learn to cook, vacuum the floor, do laundry,
empty the trash and all sorts of cruel

I think she would lie awake at night
thinking of more things for us to do.

She always insisted on us telling the truth,
the whole truth, and nothing but the truth.

By the time we were teenagers,
she could read our minds
and had eyes in the back of her head.
Then, life was really tough!

Mother wouldn’t let our friends just hoot at the gate
when they drove up
They had to come up to the door
so she could meet them.

Because of our mother we missed out
on lots of things other kids experienced.

None of us have ever
been caught shoplifting, vandalizing other people’s
property or ever arrested for any crime.

It was all her fault.

Now that we have left home, we are all educated, honest adults.
We are doing our best to be mean parents just like Mom was.

I think that is what’s wrong with the world today.
It just doesn’t have enough mean moms!

hope this touches your heart as it did to mine.

Friday, July 8


hello. my name is Damian Puddles. you can call me Damian. my real full name is Sir Damian Puddles however. I was awarded with Sir by a royal or something perhaps? hmm. I was called Bebek before. Funny name huh? I thought so too. I had gender and species issues before but that's okay.

on June the 14th I was smuggled to this new place, a place I've never been before. everything smelled so...different. oh no anxiety rising, where was my old home? then I met this really annoying girl. she kept on hugging me and tried to kiss me every now and then. I was like hello I'm suffocating here...and you are? gosh, I was so frustrated to the bits. but on the bright side, I got a new toilet. and some new toys, a boy's heaven! I went berserk when they teased me with the feathers. they were my kryptonite and weakened me to the bone when I got too edgy.

after staying in this unfamiliar place for a few days, I began to adapt myself with the new surroundings. and that annoying girl I mentioned before, seems to be not that annoying after all. yeah, she turned out okay. I mean, really nice. she was kind enough to feed me, bathe me, even clean my toilet everyday. she would praise me from time to time and accompany me whenever I felt lonely. she really was a caring person, not just in front of my previous human that day where most humans would pretend to care but in reality don't. hmm. I think I'm having a crush on her, golly.

oh, and she has a sister. she's okay too. but I usually get scolded by her, maybe because I'm too hyperactive. sorry, blame these extrovert genes. my crush likes to call me 'baby' most of the time, which makes me like her even more. while her sister sometimes call me 'boy'. I'm okay with that I guess.

*yawns with jaws wide open*

okay continue.

I run fast. by fast, I mean lightning fast. and I like to jump. but in the end, I would get yelled at, so there won't be any frequent jumping afterwards. but hard-headed me still likes jumping, no one can deny that! even though I would piss them off. I do it when they're not looking.

I like attention. by getting some, I sing. I'm quite the singer, frankly speaking. each time my crush hears me sings, she would come and caress me. I guess she has a crush on me too? ahem. she appreciates the voice I have. her sister does too, but she comments awfully too much on my pitchings and keys. it ticks me out. so I would bite her. biting is probably my thing now and I know they hate it. meh. however my singing is limited until night fall. I'd do my own business if it seems like I'm not attracting anyone's attention, mostly with isolating myself upstairs and staring at a wall.

It's been a month now since I settled here. so far, I think I'm loving this new home.

they managed to get some photos of me. I'm not photogenic, but I'm not saying I'm not good looking right?

Wednesday, June 1

stay strong

it's a hard time for you now. but remember that I'm always willing to lend you my shoulder to cry on.

Thursday, May 5

okay menyampah dah

now that's the hundredth thing you've done that totally pissed me off. got anymore? cause surely you'd like to see me erupt rite?

tolong lah weyh.

I found this 15 year old kid singing one of my oh-so favorite songs, 'One in a Million'. Najwa Latif's the name. it was okay lahhh for me. berbakat jugak dia nie. bagus bagus. dan comel.

the Yuna population nampak nya dah bertambah

then I found this gal. she's a Kiwi. bukan buah kiwi ye sahabat atau kiwi binatang tak bersayap tu, tapi Kiwi as in she's from New Zealand. eheh.

and I gotta say, I was pretty impressed! mmhmm. the way she sang and played that darn guitar makes it all look too easy man huh! I envy you grr. but still, you did blew me away sayang. okay ew.
kau boleh main guitar macam dia tak? tak boleh kan haha

hmm tak kesah lah.
sapa pun buat cover, I'd always prefer the original. no one can beat you, Ne-Yo! *shrieking obsessed tone*

killer moves there Ne-Yo,
keep making 'em awesome songs and clips yaw.

Tuesday, May 3

quote of the day

"Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened."
Theodor Seuss Geisel

Tuesday, April 26

current wish list

#1 The Sims
orang main AC LFD Crysis lah segala tapi aku nak main Sims. peduli apa orang nak kata. aku nak jugak pegang my own Sims CD. aku desperate nak main. period.

#2 family
wish for them to cepat-cepat lah balik Malaysia. kesian Mama dah bosan duduk lama-lama kat sana kan. good news! they're gonna be back this early July, but tak tahu berapa lama. and Ayah plans a ton of things to do. ehem ehem paintball war for the whole family. are you sure Ayah? hmm? hmm?

#2 driver's license
L is for loser. I'm still a L holder people, and clearly am not satisfied with only L stamped on my face. gotta get the official P within these few months, just got to. then I can prove to Mama I CAN drive. no more 'Boleh ke kau bawak kereta tu Dek?' anymore. and bila dorang balik nanti boleh aku bawak the whole Brady bunch jalan-jalan naik WDK tu kan? yup, high hopes there Hanna haha.

#3 studies
memandangkan aku cam huh? ahaa? hmm? with this degree thingy in the same course, aku terpaksa merelakan je lah walaupun tak minat. at least there's still that tiny light in the future for me to actually grab hold of a degree script with the results I have for diploma. I just wish I can make it through the rough days of the degree life. and then get a promising job after that. ada kan never-ending cash flowing jobs out there kan?

#4 tying the knot
ehem * clears throat*. sapa tak nak kan? tapi kalau boleh nak je aku kahwin cepat-cepat dengan jejaka idaman aku nie. hold your horses Hanna, sabar sabar. you have to make sure prince charming and of course YOURSELF dah stabilize in terms of, well, everything. bukan senang family aku nak senang-senang nak kahwin kan, especially all the makciks. dorang rajin menfilter and interview nie. good luck lah sedara.

thanks for the idea, Adha
anda boleh melayari laman web beliau dengan hanya mengclick nama yang diwarnakan diatas.

teehee. toodles.

Thursday, April 7

tag! you're it!

LOL. first time getting a blog-tag.

1.Adakah awak rasa awak hot?
Buat apa nak rasa panas?

2.Upload pic anda dari PC sekarang

3.Cerita la pasal gambar itu.
melantak satay kat rumah Hj Samuri kat Shah Alam.

4.Bila kali terakhir anda makan ayam?
two days before.

5.Apa yang anda buat selain dari menyelesaikan tag ini?
tengok Oh! My School sambil memaki hamun Yahoo! Mail

6.Lagu terakhir yang anda dengar?
Nobody - Wondergirls. err it was because I was watching OMS okayyy

7.Selain dari nama sendiri, anda dipanggil dengan nama apa?
adek, dekna, kakak, baby. papa mama kau nak panggil pun aku dah tak kesah dah ;DD

8.Tag lagi lapan orang!
yang dah tag ke belum tag ke, aku still nak letak nama korang
6.Hafiz Zaki

9. Siapakah nombor satu?
only the quirkiest gal around mmhmm

10.Cakap sesuatu pasal nombor lima?
oh senior ku si cantik manis

11.Nombor tiga ada hubungan dengan siapa?
with me lah! besties

12.Bagaimana dengan budak nombor empat?
I really don't know. his FB status is now 'in a relationship'

13.Pesanan buat nombor enam?
dude, follow your dreams! ;))

14.Kata kata cinta untuk nombor dua?
marry me please, honey bear? HAHAHAHA

15.Berikan lima perkara yang anda tahu mengenai nombor satu?
bestie. huggies. smileys. giggly. loveys? hehe lap youuuu

16.Persamaan antara kambing dengan lembu?

17.Adakah anda tahu Rizman itu sengal?

18.Gay or Lesbo?
Lady Gaga much?

Friday, April 1

I'll be standing right next to you

baby you have me and I have you and I can't be any more happier
"I pray to god to keep you forever"

this Bieber obsession is getting outta hand.
fudge *handface*

Monday, March 7

open your mouth

am tired of assessing this. kau plak kritik ye

Thursday, March 3

quote of the day

"It's a very funny thing about life; if you refuse to accept anything but the best, you very often get it "
William Somerset Maugham

Tuesday, February 22

situasi di bilik persalinan dewan bedah

A  : Assalamualaikum, sorry menganggu. Busy tak? Kami nak mintak tolong sikit. Kami ni 'student radiographer' (sambil menunjuk kepada mereka-mereka yang berdiri sebelah pintu) nak keluar. Kami takde kad pekerja untuk scan untuk bukak pintu. Jadi kami nak mintak tolong scan kan untuk kami so that kami boleh keluar, boleh?
B  : (Pandang si A, then pandang students kat tepi pintu, then tengok kad pekerja dia) Nak pergi toilet lah.
C  : Saya takde kad tu dengan saya sekarang. Tunggu lah dia keluar toilet dulu (tunjuk kat si B yang masuk toilet)

**Pintu dibuka dari luar. Student-student pun tahan la pintu tu dan panggil si A dari jauh

A  : Takpe la kak. Terima kasih. 

apalah salahnya pergi scan kad tu kejap. tak luak pun 2 minit hidup kau.
dapat pahala lagi tolong orang.
and one more problem.
perlu ke kau berperangai kerek heloakudoktorkausapa camtu?
muka memang tak payah cakap lah kan.

bak kata Intan,
"Orang berbudi, kita berbahasa. Tak paham bahasa, kita ajar dia sikit!"
BTW, today we handled the II on our own despite of being scolded repeatedly by the surgeon
*pats on back + rotten smirk*

Sunday, February 20

Bieber Fever

why is it that people are always condemning JB to the core? frankly, to me, he really does got the moves and voice and looks (that's for sure).
I still don't get it why there's always a reason for hatred.
"Hanna, kau minat Justin Bieber ek?"

um yes. I'm developing a strong interest in him lately.
have always liked his swaying hair  *sigh*

are you catching the Bieber Fever?
no? well I don't give a d*** actually.

Friday, January 21


what do you know, I'm in my final year. it feels like only yesterday I reported my geeky self as a freshie at Alamanda *sigh*

degree? well, gonna have to do it someday. will it still be in this field? who knows? even I'm not certain.


these past few weeks, I've had such a headache choosing which pathology to do for my final project. like always, the last minute me had to go with diverticulitis. however, the mission to find a suitable case for it failed after about a week searching in the PPUKM's MedWeb system.

discussed with mister supervisor and yet again, indecisive me changed my case study to abdominal aortic aneurysm a.k.a AAA.

this Monday, me and mister supervisor are going to have such an interesting lunch together. wanna come? we'll double date!

BTW, last semester break was awesome. Prague baby!
okay, enough with the bragging.