Monday, December 13


out of randomness, I nosed in Wikipedia to do a background check on this MTV personality, Snooki. it's just because she kept rolling into my mind lately. maybe a little too much.

why was she becoming the talk of the town? is she like more hotter than Jessica Alba? and why the hell is Jersey Shore so popular now?

her real name is Nicole Polizzi. and she's wayyy far behind from Alba's hotness. am I right or am I right?


hey, did you know that 13 places in the world are named after me? wicked!

okay, not after me. I happen to have the same name with those places. sheesh.

Hanna Lake near Quetta city in Pakistan

9 are named with Hanna's.
while the rest are Hannah's.
no joke people.

okay toodles.

Friday, December 10

quote of the day

Homer J. Simpson

Tuesday, December 7

reunited after 10 years

Oma (granny in Deutsch)
Snowbear The First
Monkey-mon? (sorry, there's no specific name for him. and aku malas nak rotate)
new homies ;))

okay, she's gonna get it.

...and to all of my brothers and sisters,

Salam Maal Hijrah 1432


Monday, November 22

yo, 'sup?

well now, I'm back in Friedrichsdorf. and dang it's freakin' cold here. it's not even winter yet but still I'm shivering to death. but if you gonna let me choose between here and Malaysia, I'd choose here! I'd rather freeze here than melt like butter in Malaysia's hot hot sun.
okay Hanna kau tak boleh join kempen Najib 1Malaysia.

anyways, how's here, some might ask.
meh. same old same old. difference is now I gotta listen to my parents' nagging and escape all Hanif's attempts to make me a human sandwich. apa-apa pun, aku still sayang korang. makes me all warm inside when I get to see you after a looong time. sekarang masanya untuk 'beruang' dengan mereka. ahaa Encik Shah, Encik Shah.

and oh yeah, since it's almost winter, sundowns here are as early as 4.30 p.m. at 5 it's already dark.
huh? kenapa Hanna cepat sangat, whyyyyyy? google it. malas aku nak cerita bab bumi putar-putar nie. aku tunggu nak snow je teehee.

sekarang nie aku tengah terkial-kial type disebabkan keyboard Jerman nie dah berterabur huruf-huruf die with all these additional ü€öµÄ etc etc. haihh, somebody slip me a book 'Typing for Dummies' pronto.

oleh sebab TV kat sini SEMUANYA BERBAHASA GERMAN, MTV GERMAN, HINDUSTAN PUN GERMAN (okay stop exaggerating, it's their country), aku tak tertarik langsung nak tengok cerita-cerita kat TV tu. nasib CNN tak German, phew.
so...I'm starting my marathon watching The Simpsons on DVD, season 1 - season 20. so be jealous people hahaha! *evil laugh*

ahaa..Daddy's home. gotta scadaddle, bet he wanna use this lappy.
salam dari perantau. ahaks

Sunday, November 14


tell me, if you get dreams you've dreamed before, is that bad? not once, not twice, but I mean a lot of times in your sleep, and when I say a lot, I mean a lot, like numerous, countless, plentiful, loads. okay I think you get what I mean.
and keeps replaying like tape. what's up with that? huh? huh?

I call them my 'series of unfortunate events'. can't erase them from my head *sigh*

and yeah, it would be pretty nice if I get dreams, say, get real rich and live in CandyLand, instead of being locked up in the same room.

okay whatever.

by the way, I feel like singing
"All my bags are packed I'm ready to go. I'm standing here outside your door...I hate to wake you up and say goodbye..."

hey y'all I'm going back to Frankfurt today! balik kampung yop haha
see you at KLIA, 2100 hours.

Wednesday, October 27

move over Miranda Kerr, he's mine!

it's okay baby, I forgive you.

Tuesday, October 26

Last Kiss

I still remember the look on your face

Lit through the darkness at 1:58

The words that you whispered

For just us to know

You told me you loved me

So why did you go



I do recall now

The smell of the rain

Fresh on the pavement

I ran off the plane

That July 9th

The beat of your heart

It jumps through your shirt

I can still feel your arms

But now I'll go sit on the floor

Wearing your clothes

All that I know is that

I don't know how to be something you miss

Never thought we'd have a last kiss

Never imagined we'd end like this

Your name, forever the name on my lips

I do remember

The swing in your step

The life of the party, you're showing off again

And I roll my eyes and then

You pull me in

I'm not much for dancing

But for you I did

Because I love your handshake

Me and my father

I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets

How you kissed me when I was in the middle of saying something

There's not a day when I don't miss those rude interruptions

So I'll watch you live in pictures like I used to watch you sleep

And I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe

And I keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are

Hope it's nice where you are

And I hope the sun shines

And it's a beautiful day

And something reminds you

You wish you had stayed

You can plan for a change in weather and town

But I never planned on you changing your mind

Just like our last kiss

Forever the name on my lips

Forever the name on my lips

Just like our last

quote of the day

"Laughter is by definition healthy."

Doris Lessing

Sunday, October 24

temper temper, honey

"violence, after all, is nothing more than a fear of love. and when you fear love, where do you turn? to pride. the pride of your own self-defense."
"all anger is, at its core, a dark and cruel wish for harm to come upon a person who hurt you."

anger, could really ruin a perfectly good relationship.

Thursday, October 21

quote of the day

"I refuse to taint my eyes with such ugliness. Please look the other way"


Nintendo 64

hey baby, I've missed you so much. come back please.

"for god sakes, can't someone repair him?!"

Monday, October 18

this made my day

*scrolls down
*scrolling again
*scrolls some more

and it goes on...

wow. never got these many wishes before. thanks for the birthday wishes people. love you, muchos!

Wednesday, October 13

passing by

sometimes you just wanna let out things but when try to, it doesn't come out. why is that so complicated?

anyways, I'm back.
okay bye.
be back again when I feel like it

Friday, May 7

quote of the day

"Take a day to heal from the lies you've told yourself and the ones that have been told to you."

Maya Angelou

Wednesday, April 21

we have come to the end of the semester. time do flies fast right? nevertheless, this semester is going to be the most cherished semester for time being. yelah, this sem banyak kot program. that means more jemur-ing under the sun hooray! up until now, I still have this major sunburn that won't wear off. tapi this sem lah I got to know new people, went to places I've never been before, do things I never even imagined doing plus a few more hundred other things. hehe yeah. well cutting it short, I had fun lah senang kata eventhough it paid me a lot of sweat and blood, okay probably just sweat, but hey what's more beautiful than seeing all those priceless smiles and hearing that music they call laughter?

the finals have just started and now starts my tempoh berpantang. pantang lah sangat eh Hanna? tomorrow will be my last fight for MIS 256. wish me luck people!

oh yeah, to all my dear friends, all the best in your papers! different people, different situations, different ways. apa-apa pun may all your efforts result in the best!
"Semoga Allah membuka pintu hati ketika menjawab dan menjauhkan kita daripada semua perkara yang boleh buat kita lupa. Sesungguhnya, Allah tidak pernah lupa dan suka akan hamba-Nya yang meminta pertolongan daripada-Nya. Amin..."

Thursday, April 1

summarised semester four so far

boleh tak aku nak conteng muka aku macam clown, guling-guling kat lantai sambil gelak and tarik rambut hysterically macam terlebih sugar intake sampai satu tahap kau rasa nak pijak-pijak je aku time aku bersungguh buat somersault sebab kau pun stress sekali, boleh?

tak boleh? oh okay takpe. plan B. terjun gaung.

Thursday, March 25

I can't think straight. my heart feels like someone's burning it slowly, letting me suffer. or like someone is stabbing it with a blunt knife. it hurts. hanya Tuhan saja yang tahu. I dunno how many tears or times I've cried. and these eyes, these eyes I guess windows all of my sorrows.
when everything you thought was over, when trust settled back in, Boom! you blew it. big time. and until now I still can't accept it. my heart aches again and again every time I think of you doing it.
it's even sadder when that certain 'thing' you're doing doesn't even affect you anymore. what? bodohnya aku all this time I was fooled thinking you won't even touch it anymore. and why dalam banyak2 benda you nak buat, you idiotically have to take up this? WHY? where were all you're regrets before? where were your promises?
I dunno how I'm gonna cope this. and I dunno how this is going to end. Ya Allah, berikan aku ketabahan dan kekuatan untuk lalui semua ni. dan berilah dia hidayah untuk berhenti. he won't listen to me. pls pls pls stop what you are doing. don't make excuses just to cover up your act. pls I beg you. I love you.

Wednesday, March 3

Saturday, January 9

I'm in Klang

Tarik nafas dalam-dalam.
Tahan nafas sekejap.
Ok, nafas biasa.
And those are my lines for the next 3 weeks. Yup yup