Saturday, February 25

a song I'll never forget

red and yellow and pink and green,
purple and orange and blue
I can sing a rainbow,
sing a rainbow,
sing rainbow too

listen with your eyes
listen with your eyes,
and sing everything you see
you can sing a rainbow
sing a rainbow,
sing-along with me

red and yellow and pink and green,
purple and orange and blue
I can sing a rainbow,
sing a rainbow
sing rainbow too

I miss all the singing
I miss all the acting
I miss all the playing
I miss DLG
so much.

Tuesday, February 21

Kuala Pilah and Titiwangsa

"salam. Hanna ada kat mana? besok pagi nak ikut Auntie pergi Pilah tak dalam 7:30?"
"boleh jugak Auntie, tak pernah sampai Pilah lagi *smiley*"
so last Saturday, I made it to Kuala Pilah in Negeri Sembilan to bring Adiba home. on the way there, all I could see was green green green. such a beautiful scenery, Subhanallah. since Adiba had only the weekends off, they had to send her back to Pilah the following day. and when Auntie asked again "nak ikut tak besok?" and I was like "boleh jeeee" ;DD

so again it was Kuala Lumpur to Kuala Pilah once more. but what hit me hard this time was when we said our goodbyes to her. memories of my days in hostel flooded back in. when Auntie kissed her daughter suddenly I thought of my mom hugging and kissing me goodbye. I know how harsh goodbyes are, especially to us girls. It's hard to hide your sadness with a smile while waving goodbye. I remember the days when my family came to visit me everyday at Alamanda before they flew. back then I was a young freshie with all the anxiety in the world and was home-sick almost everyday. dearest familia would take me out at night and sometimes bring me magnificent food! I remember gnawing on all the Domino's chicken wings they brought. I ate them all *grins*. but you know, every time the guards had to dismiss them (there were no visiting hours actually), I would always cry after the salam-salaman. sampai sekarang pun, hantar dorang pergi airport menangis. nak balik Malaysia pun menangis. hmm biarlah orang nak kata manja ke apa, you're not in my shoes. and I admit, I was never good with goodbyes and will never be.

okay enough with the sad sonata story,
this morning I had my Speaking Test for MUET at SMK Puteri Titiwangsa (was exiled here cause SMKWM couldn't be a MUET center; not enough applicants, dang) even though I'd made revision last night, I was still on the verge of a nervous breakdown! tanya lah kawan lelaki saya (Alif) saya freak out macam mana. otak dah berkarat kot sebab dah lama tak apply English! dan bila kombinasi otak karat dan lidah omputih yang belum defrost, mula lah start menyanyi UmUmUm kat examiners. haih... and yes, I have some sorta illness every time I'm facing anyyyy test or anyyyy exam. An illness known as 'Blurbilatengoksoalan'. signs and symptoms include difficulties in brainstorming ideas, daydreaming before answering, talking to self, and excessive sweating. go ahead and google lah the disease eheh.

so overall, the Speaking Test? I did a not-so-well job, I think. 

oh yeah. I met Ameera Syamim there, surprise surprise. I thought I was the only Wangsa kid at my old age to sit for MUET. so finally I had a friend to talk to, to suppress the anxiousness while in the quarantine room, lega! and she was my candidate B ;))

nevertheless, Alhamdulillah
one down, three more to go!
let's pray for the best

my first degree exam results will be out tomorrow
and I'm so excited, NOT
terima kasih UiTM kerana bagitau semua orang bila keluar T.T

Monday, February 13

Bye-bye Whitney

when I was little, Ayah have always loved hearing her songs. even now. so I just wanna say thank you for exposing me to her music and golden voice. hate to say I'm a fan as well. too bad she had drug issues, tsk tsk tsk.

these are some of my favorite Whitney songs:
  1. When You Believe (with Mariah Carey)
  2. I Will Always Love You
  3. One Moment in Time
  4. Could I Have This Kiss Forever (with Enrique Iglesias)
  5. Saving All My Love for You
  6. It's Not Right but It's Okay
  7. Saving All My Love For You
  8. Greatest Love of All
Whitney Elizabeth Houston dead at 48 (August 9, 1963 – February 11, 2012)

so lesson today,
don't do drugs people!
or you'll end up like Winehouse and Houston here