passing by

sometimes you just wanna let out things but when try to, it doesn't come out. why is that so complicated?

anyways, I'm back.
okay bye.
be back again when I feel like it
toodles

quote of the day

"Take a day to heal from the lies you've told yourself and the ones that have been told to you."

Maya Angelou

we have come to the end of the semester. time do flies fast right? nevertheless, this semester is going to be the most cherished semester for time being. yelah, this sem banyak kot program. that means more jemur-ing under the sun hooray! up until now, I still have this major sunburn that won't wear off. tapi this sem lah I got to know new people, went to places I've never been before, do things I never even imagined doing plus a few more hundred other things. hehe yeah. well cutting it short, I had fun lah senang kata eventhough it paid me a lot of sweat and blood, okay probably just sweat, but hey what's more beautiful than seeing all those priceless smiles and hearing that music they call laughter?

the finals have just started and now starts my tempoh berpantang. pantang lah sangat eh Hanna? tomorrow will be my last fight for MIS 256. wish me luck people!

oh yeah, to all my dear friends, all the best in your papers! different people, different situations, different ways. apa-apa pun may all your efforts result in the best!

"Semoga Allah membuka pintu hati ketika menjawab dan menjauhkan kita daripada semua perkara yang boleh buat kita lupa. Sesungguhnya, Allah tidak pernah lupa dan suka akan hamba-Nya yang meminta pertolongan daripada-Nya. Amin..."

summarised semester four so far

boleh tak aku nak conteng muka aku macam clown, guling-guling kat lantai sambil gelak and tarik rambut hysterically macam terlebih sugar intake sampai satu tahap kau rasa nak pijak-pijak je aku time aku bersungguh buat somersault sebab kau pun stress sekali, boleh?

tak boleh? oh okay takpe. plan B. terjun gaung.

I can't think straight. my heart feels like someone's burning it slowly, letting me suffer. or like someone is stabbing it with a blunt knife. it hurts. hanya Tuhan saja yang tahu. I dunno how many tears or times I've cried. and these eyes, these eyes I guess windows all of my sorrows.
when everything you thought was over, when trust settled back in, Boom! you blew it. big time. and until now I still can't accept it. my heart aches again and again every time I think of you doing it.
it's even sadder when that certain 'thing' you're doing doesn't even affect you anymore. what? bodohnya aku all this time I was fooled thinking you won't even touch it anymore. and why dalam banyak2 benda you nak buat, you idiotically have to take up this? WHY? where were all you're regrets before? where were your promises?
I dunno how I'm gonna cope this. and I dunno how this is going to end. Ya Allah, berikan aku ketabahan dan kekuatan untuk lalui semua ni. dan berilah dia hidayah untuk berhenti. he won't listen to me. pls pls pls stop what you are doing. don't make excuses just to cover up your act. pls I beg you. I love you.

dear God, all in three days?

I'm in Klang

Tarik nafas dalam-dalam.
Tahan nafas sekejap.
*beep*
Ok, nafas biasa.

And those are my lines for the next 3 weeks. Yup yup