"salam. Hanna ada kat mana? besok pagi nak ikut Auntie pergi Pilah tak dalam 7:30?"
"boleh jugak Auntie, tak pernah sampai Pilah lagi *smiley*"
so last Saturday, I made it to Kuala Pilah in Negeri Sembilan to bring Adiba home. on the way there, all I could see was green green green. such a beautiful scenery, Subhanallah. since Adiba had only the weekends off, they had to send her back to Pilah the following day. and when Auntie asked again "nak ikut tak besok?" and I was like "boleh jeeee" ;DD
so again it was Kuala Lumpur to Kuala Pilah once more. but what hit me hard this time was when we said our goodbyes to her. memories of my days in hostel flooded back in. when Auntie kissed her daughter suddenly I thought of my mom hugging and kissing me goodbye. I know how harsh goodbyes are, especially to us girls. It's hard to hide your sadness with a smile while waving goodbye. I remember the days when my family came to visit me everyday at Alamanda before they flew. back then I was a young freshie with all the anxiety in the world and was home-sick almost everyday. dearest familia would take me out at night and sometimes bring me magnificent food! I remember gnawing on all the Domino's chicken wings they brought. I ate them all *grins*. but you know, every time the guards had to dismiss them (there were no visiting hours actually), I would always cry after the salam-salaman. sampai sekarang pun, hantar dorang pergi airport menangis. nak balik Malaysia pun menangis. hmm biarlah orang nak kata manja ke apa, you're not in my shoes. and I admit, I was never good with goodbyes and will never be.
okay enough with the sad sonata story,
this morning I had my Speaking Test for MUET at SMK Puteri Titiwangsa (was exiled here cause SMKWM couldn't be a MUET center; not enough applicants, dang) even though I'd made revision last night, I was still on the verge of a nervous breakdown! tanya lah kawan lelaki saya (Alif) saya freak out macam mana. otak dah berkarat kot sebab dah lama tak apply English! dan bila kombinasi otak karat dan lidah omputih yang belum defrost, mula lah start menyanyi UmUmUm kat examiners. haih... and yes, I have some sorta illness every time I'm facing anyyyy test or anyyyy exam. An illness known as 'Blurbilatengoksoalan'. signs and symptoms include difficulties in brainstorming ideas, daydreaming before answering, talking to self, and excessive sweating. go ahead and google lah the disease eheh.
so overall, the Speaking Test? I did a not-so-well job, I think.
oh yeah. I met Ameera Syamim there, surprise surprise. I thought I was the only Wangsa kid at my old age to sit for MUET. so finally I had a friend to talk to, to suppress the anxiousness while in the quarantine room, lega! and she was my candidate B ;))
nevertheless, Alhamdulillah
one down, three more to go!
let's pray for the best
my first degree exam results will be out tomorrow
and I'm so excited, NOT
terima kasih UiTM kerana bagitau semua orang bila keluar T.T
toodles.
