dreams

tell me, if you get dreams you've dreamed before, is that bad? not once, not twice, but I mean a lot of times in your sleep, and when I say a lot, I mean a lot, like numerous, countless, plentiful, loads. okay I think you get what I mean.
and keeps replaying like tape. what's up with that? huh? huh?

I call them my 'series of unfortunate events'. can't erase them from my head *sigh*

and yeah, it would be pretty nice if I get dreams, say, get real rich and live in CandyLand, instead of being locked up in the same room.

okay whatever.

by the way, I feel like singing

"All my bags are packed I'm ready to go. I'm standing here outside your door...I hate to wake you up and say goodbye..."

hey y'all I'm going back to Frankfurt today! balik kampung yop haha
see you at KLIA, 2100 hours.
toodles!

move over Miranda Kerr, he's mine!

it's okay baby, I forgive you.

Last Kiss

I still remember the look on your face

Lit through the darkness at 1:58

The words that you whispered

For just us to know

You told me you loved me

So why did you go

Away

Away?



I do recall now

The smell of the rain

Fresh on the pavement

I ran off the plane

That July 9th

The beat of your heart

It jumps through your shirt

I can still feel your arms



But now I'll go sit on the floor

Wearing your clothes

All that I know is that

I don't know how to be something you miss

Never thought we'd have a last kiss

Never imagined we'd end like this

Your name, forever the name on my lips



I do remember

The swing in your step

The life of the party, you're showing off again

And I roll my eyes and then

You pull me in

I'm not much for dancing

But for you I did



Because I love your handshake

Me and my father

I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets

How you kissed me when I was in the middle of saying something

There's not a day when I don't miss those rude interruptions



So I'll watch you live in pictures like I used to watch you sleep

And I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe

And I keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are

Hope it's nice where you are



And I hope the sun shines

And it's a beautiful day

And something reminds you

You wish you had stayed

You can plan for a change in weather and town

But I never planned on you changing your mind



Just like our last kiss

Forever the name on my lips

Forever the name on my lips

Just like our last

quote of the day

"Laughter is by definition healthy."

Doris Lessing

temper temper, honey

"violence, after all, is nothing more than a fear of love. and when you fear love, where do you turn? to pride. the pride of your own self-defense."
"all anger is, at its core, a dark and cruel wish for harm to come upon a person who hurt you."

anger, could really ruin a perfectly good relationship.

quote of the day

"I refuse to taint my eyes with such ugliness. Please look the other way"

Anonymous

Nintendo 64

hey baby, I've missed you so much. come back please.

"for god sakes, can't someone repair him?!"